Is the time here now, is this the beginning of her final journey..
She ate no more then a small dish of her pudding yesterday, and nothing so far today and it is early afternoon.
Much more sleeping or dozing now, all though she did watch most of a new movie I just got for her.
The mourning process has accelerated for me now, tears flow easy.
I know dad is getting anxious for his love to come home.
Not sure how to fill that empty spot that is already growing inside my heart, that mommy spot.
With all those I talk with online, I can find no one to talk with or write back and forth with. I am alone. No family or friends here to sit with me, have coffee, allow me the luxury of really letting it all out. No, just me, the cats and mom.
Maybe she will eat a little tonight as it was last night that she finally opened up her mouth to receive some nourishment.
Nourishment, I sure have written quite a bit about that these last several years.
I have found a beautiful container for mom's remains, we will bring them to the Ohio River, where she loved to swim.